Pissy McRantikins
open letter to my RL family *lj friends and family ignore if you wish*
on this the 13th anniversary of my grandmothers passing i have a few things i'd like to get off my chest.
first and foremost....you all suck.
my entire life you have treated me like something that was scrapped of the bottom of your shoes. perhaps a bit less than that even.
you made my life a living hell. you've no clue how much i despise you...no strike that how much i loath and hate you.
for my entire life you looked down on me as something substandard. you with your high christian morals and standards could not even muster the compassion to see that i was hurting. how you were hurting me. and now after all this time i've finally gotten up the nerve to tell you all this. *but sadly not in rl can i say this i can only express my self here*
i always knew none of you wanted me around. i always knew i was a terrible burden to your fine upright christian senses. the main turning point being when i was over at jeanne's house one sunday and ruth anne made this statement..."we're not sure what we're going to do with you if anything ever happened to gram and pop-pop." HELLO WHAT? what kind of thing is that to say to a little kid? do you even care how that made me feel? what it made me feel? that's the moment i knew that NONE of you wanted me around. NOT ONE. my so called family. BAH!
when pop pop died despite the fact that my grandparents had legally adopted me you forced me to sit with the "cousins." at it was steve who told me this. and then after wards vicky saw how upset i was and wanted to give me a hug. NO FUCKING WAY. i told her not to touch me. you all with your false platitudes. you make me sick.
then when gram died *on pop pop's birthday no less* you had the nerve to not quite outright accuse me of killing her. lets see from martha i got "are you sure you didn't do anything to cause it?* WHAT THE BLUE FUCKING HELL? then from jeanne "we trusted you to take care of our mother." no you didn't
then you wonder why i just packed up and moved? HELLO I FUCKING HATE YOU.
i will never come to another family reunion. my family is here. i don't want to be around you bunch of hypocritical bastards any more than i absolutely have to. good riddance to bad rubbish.
one last thing.
FUCK Y'ALL. I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR FINAL DAYS ROASTING IN THE HELL YOU DESERVE. some christians you are. it's no wonder i want nothing to do with religion in any way shape or form.
like i said this has nothing to do with my lovely friends and new found family here at lj. hope i didn't shock anyone too badly.
on this the 13th anniversary of my grandmothers passing i have a few things i'd like to get off my chest.
first and foremost....you all suck.
my entire life you have treated me like something that was scrapped of the bottom of your shoes. perhaps a bit less than that even.
you made my life a living hell. you've no clue how much i despise you...no strike that how much i loath and hate you.
for my entire life you looked down on me as something substandard. you with your high christian morals and standards could not even muster the compassion to see that i was hurting. how you were hurting me. and now after all this time i've finally gotten up the nerve to tell you all this. *but sadly not in rl can i say this i can only express my self here*
i always knew none of you wanted me around. i always knew i was a terrible burden to your fine upright christian senses. the main turning point being when i was over at jeanne's house one sunday and ruth anne made this statement..."we're not sure what we're going to do with you if anything ever happened to gram and pop-pop." HELLO WHAT? what kind of thing is that to say to a little kid? do you even care how that made me feel? what it made me feel? that's the moment i knew that NONE of you wanted me around. NOT ONE. my so called family. BAH!
when pop pop died despite the fact that my grandparents had legally adopted me you forced me to sit with the "cousins." at it was steve who told me this. and then after wards vicky saw how upset i was and wanted to give me a hug. NO FUCKING WAY. i told her not to touch me. you all with your false platitudes. you make me sick.
then when gram died *on pop pop's birthday no less* you had the nerve to not quite outright accuse me of killing her. lets see from martha i got "are you sure you didn't do anything to cause it?* WHAT THE BLUE FUCKING HELL? then from jeanne "we trusted you to take care of our mother." no you didn't
then you wonder why i just packed up and moved? HELLO I FUCKING HATE YOU.
i will never come to another family reunion. my family is here. i don't want to be around you bunch of hypocritical bastards any more than i absolutely have to. good riddance to bad rubbish.
one last thing.
FUCK Y'ALL. I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR FINAL DAYS ROASTING IN THE HELL YOU DESERVE. some christians you are. it's no wonder i want nothing to do with religion in any way shape or form.
like i said this has nothing to do with my lovely friends and new found family here at lj. hope i didn't shock anyone too badly.