i had my show yesterday, at casa del popolo. which was fun, even if i wasn't that great. even though people told me i was. i don't believe easy. i doubt hard. and hold it. but i was there with two friends, one who im really to and one who i'm starting to really get to know... and it was fun, we heckled jeremie and we ate and we were merry. one took ( Read more... )

i wonder what i would write about once i get into a place in my life where im completely content. i guess the idealistic rationality that one day, i could possibly, be content with my life and the world... that will be a dark day in history. i guess there's a difference between self-righteous contentment and happiness - it's a fine line that often ( Read more... )

um, okay, quick question for all those ear streaching emo kids out there: i streched my ears from 4 to 2 gauge (or was it 4 to 0 gauge, or 2 to 0 gauge, i don't really know, im pretty sure it was 4 to 2g)... anyways, since i streched it two days ago, it's not bleeding when i have the plugs in but when i take the plugs out, it bleeds like a mofo. ( Read more... )

I STILL WANT THOSE MUSIC SUGGESTIONS COMIN'!


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i'm ripping off my brother's fast internet for a few days. please please please, everyone who reads this, recommend a few artists-musicians-bands-songs that i should check out. please be specific. i'm looking for anything that's creative... and yeah, please comment and leave the names. open me up the culture. the smaller in popularity, the better. ( Read more... )

do you think that, if i had the chance, i would choose self-righteous ignorance and, in hand, be happy...or would i stay the contemplative critic that i am who wants to improve the system and change the world.. which goes in hand with an unrelenting unsatisfaction with the planet that my feet are firmy grounded on... choosing happiness makes me ( Read more... )

i'm not poor. i'm not oppressed, i'm not gay. i'm not hurt, i'm not desperate, i'm no minority. i'm not repressed in anyway. AND IS THAT A REASON NOT TO SAY: the world is more than what we see. i have got no redeption song, but is that an excuse to not respond? so, if you're living off fine, that's a good reason to shut off your mind and not fight ( Read more... )

all i want is some real life friends

my fine arts interview went well, i guess, no comfermations, but i reckon that it's a win win situation. they can assess what they want the way they want. and that's it. i'm so bored that it's not even funny anymore, i've been going through msn profiles for quite some time. i need to play live soon. or write more ( Read more... )

ONE STORY IS EVERYONE’S STORY: All we do is plasticise, ghettoise, and contemporise the reality of our own beauty, our lost understanding of we used to be, we used our clothes to buy our looks instead of investing our minds and collecting books, knowledge worth less than a face because beauty is all the rage. I bought my heart and my face on sale ( Read more... )

i've got my auf der maur face on, little elaborate tangents of a bigger song - inperfections of something of something that i've been creating for quite a while. i can't even hear the faintest whispers of that song, or what it represents (or how the symoblism will evolve in the next few years)... but it's only recently that i've started to feel the ( Read more... )