Here we are again. I have come to realize that I have been doing this, posting journals I mean, instead of interacting with people on any meaningful level. I only get on the computer once a week now, and it's only to do this and then get back off. I haven't even logged into Facebook for ages. It's a little inconsiderate of me, but something I can't ( Read more... )

Another week gone and here I am again. I only seem to get to be on the web on my days off, and not consistently at that. Jim had a bad nights sleep and is napping, which means I get free time! Of course, this means that the minute I start typing Jack will not leave me alone. I even put him through the dreaded "fluffing machine", which is really ( Read more... )

This weekend (and my weekends are Monday and Tuesday) has been weird, but then they usually are. I used to only take Mondays off, because the restaurant is closed then. I would work the other six days. But then it got to the point with my fibromyalgia (yeah, I have that. Look it up. It sucks.) that I was spending my day off sleeping. I mean ( Read more... )

Hello children. It's me again. I do this periodically, and by "this" I mean using LiveJournal for awhile and then stopping inexplicably for a long period before taking it up again. I remember the last time I posted it was right after I'd bitten the bullet and joined Facebook. I remember saying at the time that I'd never ditch LJ for FB because it ( Read more... )

So, I haven't been here much. Too much going on. For some reason my social life, which has previously seemed non-existent, has just EXPLODED and I have now pretty much booked myself into oblivion. Apparently I still have that problem with saying no ( Read more... )

So, I haven't posted here much lately ( Read more... )

Ganked from xsardonicsmilex :

I Am A: Neutral Good Human Druid/Bard (2nd/2nd Level)

Ability Scores:

Strength-11

Dexterity-9

Constitution-9

Intelligence-13

Wisdom-13

Charisma-11

Alignment:
Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to ( Read more... )

I seem to spend my life in a perpetual state of self-induced sleep deprivation ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning from a nightmare that my ex-husband showed up at Fertile Grounds.

I spent all my time running from him, in a state of anger and panic so bad that I ruined the vibe where ever I went. Even to the point that they cancelled ritual because I was there.

It's been almost ten years. Why am I still so afraid of him finding me?

Stolen from anyathe :


In other news, I realize I haven't been around much. This past week with Fertile Grounds has been busy as hell.

The weekend went off beautifully though. I had a wonderful time, and one tiny emotionally traumatic time that is apparently giving me nightmares.

Basically, I found a six-year-old boy wandering, screaming and sobbing for his ( Read more... )