Today would have been 5 years, if we were still together. I still miss him, alot sometimes, but ive been doing alot better recently. A year since our break up will be coming soon and it will pass and life will go on. He's been with that girl since two days after we broke up, so almost 9 months now. I dont understand him one bit, but I guess I can. ( Read more... )

New me..thus, I have a new journal.

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I do want to be a nurse, but sometimes I dont think Im cut out for it. My mom PRAISES to everyone on how Im becoming a nurse and how it was a dream of hers to be one, so yeah, I am going to school because nursing is a good job, but I think deep down im doing it for my mom too. I always focused on, what if my family got sick, I would be the one to ( Read more... )

I want to be a nurse more than anything in this world ( Read more... )

Im excited.

-Im very happy. Ive been so happy lately. Full of life, despite certain emo portions, but Im really happy and it feels great. Im living life ( Read more... )

Im trying really hard to get my life together. Im dropping Chem, I have two jobs now, Im part-time, Im voluenteering in the hospital in the PEDS unit (I basically play games and dance with little kids, I love it), Im meeting with a psychiatrist in the school and figuring out my life. Im tired of crying and not believeing there's any honest, good ( Read more... )

grr. boys make my life so complicated.

-I didnt go to both labs today, which fucks me over a little, but I rather pass my A&P test ( Read more... )

I need an escape ( Read more... )