Im depressed. Ive reached the stage where Im so confused about everything, but I function like a robot. I go to class, do my homework, study, chores, etc. But, I drink, I smoke ciggarettes, I barely sleep and when I can it's a lot. I dont ever want to get back together with Noel, but I do miss him. I still love him deep down, but I know that takes ( Read more... )

Last night was..interesting.

None the less, the best fucking night ive had in a while.

Yeah.

Life is good ( Read more... )

-Today's been pretty gooooooooooooood ( Read more... )

-This area is tricky. It's hard to find genuine people who won't fuck you over. I have no one left here anymore. I need to find new people to hang out with. All my old friends are druggies and all the friends i love to death are away at school. It sucks. Everyone around here has a different motive. I have yet to find anyone genuine and true. ( Read more... )

I wunna say something might be there, because I do feel it.
But being a girl with all these hormones I never know.
Hmmm, interesting. All I know is that I have them.
I just need to figure out what to do with them.

i woke up this morning and nothing. I was kind of numb. I wasn't sad or angry anymore. I couldn't tell if that was a good or bad thing. Im coming out of this situation looking and feeling better. I want to believe he knows he screwed up or misses me, but I dont know what to think about him anymore, so it doesn't really matter. I dont want to say he ( Read more... )

I wonder if there's a connection ( Read more... )

Ive decided on 3 tattoos to get ( Read more... )

Everything happens for a reason ( Read more... )