Sep 19, 2006 11:05
Everything happens for a reason.
I truely believe that now.
I just have to wait.
Today would have been 4 years and 3 months for us.
Too bad.
I hope he's happy with her. Not really, but I could give a shit less.
Im enjoying being single. He lost the best thing that could ever happen to him.
It sucks sometimes, but Ive started actually being my age and meeting people.
Granted, I get lonely sometimes, but whatever. Someone will find me one day.
Ive been working out and dancing alot, partying, laughing, etc.
I wish nick and caroline were home though. I miss them like crazy.
Im prob going somewhere next semester because I hate it here.
I dont want to be so close to someone who screwed me over.
Granted, Im the better person out of this whole situation and
Im not letting him stop me from anything, so its ok.
Life's been okay. I cried last night because I saw a picture of them
but then I woke up this morning and thought, things could be so much worse
Im going to voluenteer, kickass in school, party, be single for the first time in four year and have a good time. Yeah, I want a relationship, but I can wait. Time for some fun.
Time to dance!