Oct 29, 2006 19:23
I want to be a nurse more than anything in this world.
Perhaps a doctor.
I wish people could believe in me more.
Im just going to focus on school and working at starbucks.
I need to learn to believe in me.
As gay as that sounds, but I do.
Im happy, but I do wish I could be with someone, but whatever.
Im sick of all these mind games from people, so Im just giving up.
Im happy, but at the same time im looking for something that may never be there.
I think more than i should.
Im just going to focus on family, friends and school.
If something good comes around, great, but the way things have been going and the people around here, i have little hope.
Bloomsburg is beautiful and I will apply, but we'll see.
I think im going back up to Bloom in 2 weeks for an interview with the nursing department.
Im going to the beach next weekend and Im so excited.
The weekend after that i think Im going to Bloom.
The week after that Im going to hopefully visit Caroline in NC.
Than its thanksgiving holiday
Than basically, the end of the semester. Not bad.
Life is going on by. Im trying to make the most of it and take chances, but im kinda giving up on that.
It was still a great weekend and I am happy I went to PA. but, who knows.
Im really bad being new to the whole single thing. You would think it'd be a little easier..but Im always either apart of the 'crazy girl' group or 'just one of the guys'. So, whatever, one day somewill be see me for who i am.
Going to focus on homework.