So, I know that almost all of my blogs contain something about a guy that I'm either infatuated with or am with. But the person I am about to talk about is much more than ANY of the previous individuals. This MAN is exactly the one I am supposed to end up with ( Read more... )

It's over. Things with Jerm are not going to happen. He won't hear me out. He won't give me individually the time of day. He's not that enthused to see me anymore. He's fallen out of drugs so he's fallen out of interest with me. :( Fuck ( Read more... )

So, Jeremiah is doing 10xs better since he got out of hospital a week ago. He's sober, clear headed, and sounds very happy. :) And that makes me extremely happy too. I hope he can keep it up. I believe in him so much he doesn't even realize it ( Read more... )

So, I am currently kinda sorta still with Patrick. We've gone back and forth with major issues. It makes me sad that it didn't last as long as I wanted it to, but I guess it was a good run for us to know if we are able to be together. Besides, I am having strong urges to explore my options. :( Which I have taken it upon myself to see about one ( Read more... )

SO. Now I'm dating a new person named Patrick ( Read more... )

So, most people don't know that I have a new job now ( Read more... )

So I still feel pretty shitty about this past week with Kyle ( Read more... )

So it's been an alright trip up here in Ohio. Kyle was busy as hell and didn't have that much time to be with me so I'm kind of bummed. I hate that he won't give himself up to me.. just for this week. I mean we're friends and we love each other, but he's afraid to let anything too serious to happen between us because he doesn't want either of us to ( Read more... )

So today was a pretty non-productive day. I can't wait to have a better job sometime soon. Better pay and hours and I'll be so busy doing things that I won't have to be bored all the time ( Read more... )

Yup. I lost another one ( Read more... )