ahhhh it's been too long since i'd written in here. i feel like i've betrayed my precious lj. i still love you though. you see, that's the thing with great friends. you can neglect them, forget about them for awhile, but they will always be there with open arms and an open ear. and listen to you as you bitch about the stupidiest things. lj is an ( Read more... )

"Hey there. I know it's. hard to feel. like i don't care at all. where you are. how you feel. put these lights off as these wheels. keep rolling on and on. slow things down or speed them up. not enough or way too much. how are you when i'm gone ( Read more... )

MEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

w.o.w. it's been ages since i've been on here. i feel like i've betrayed lj in a way. cuz i'm always just using myspace now. meh. lj is always so personal. i know that my FRIENDS on lj are really here to read my thoughts and they genuinely care ( Read more... )

it's weird thinking about the whole nothing and everything all at the same time. i don't like it. well yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENAY!!!i hope things are going well with you. no more late night walks all alone! okay? you're older now, so you can't do that all on your own like you can when you were a little child. lmao ( Read more... )

hmm guess i'll update since it's been awhile. i've been so sick it sucks! mehh. it's weird, i always get sick around this time of the year. and always when there's a holiday involved. grr. yeah so marc is going to discuss things over with mariana pretty soon. that's good. they need to resolve things. and then let things go. as of today, she will ( Read more... )

today has been an off day for me. i'm just so mentally exhausted, i don't give a crap about anything anymore. i just left my english class cuz i didn't feel like writing a stupid essay. there's so much going on in my head and i just can't figure out what is happening next. yesterday was good cuz i didn't go to school so i had lots of time to rest. ( Read more... )

how do you know what you and another person has is real? you know the whole, "can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kind of thing?" i don't know. marc and i...wow, for 5 straight years i couldn't stop thinking about him. ever guy i met, i compared to him. but there's no comparison. i'm still very skeptical about ( Read more... )

just got back from warped tour. it was fun.here's what happened.

11am we got there and we got to go in the VIP line cuz I'M COOL! well not really but yeah cuz i have a samsung phone with cingular service! yayer! so we got in there about 11am. we walked around a bit to get the feel of where all the stages were and we dropped by this place and they ( Read more... )

THIS WAS SINDAY'S BDAY GIFT TO ME!!!


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