well it's love, make it hurt...
w.o.w. it's been ages since i've been on here. i feel like i've betrayed lj in a way. cuz i'm always just using myspace now. meh. lj is always so personal. i know that my FRIENDS on lj are really here to read my thoughts and they genuinely care.
things have been...hmm okay i guess. last sat, my first day working at disneyland. [well, it was orientation] i forgot where in the parking lot i parked my car. so i was walking around for like 1/2 and hour with gloria's doc martins on and yeah that sucked. then the next day after church, when i RECEIVED my check from fafsa, i was going to go cash it and then i get into a car accident. the damage on both cars aren't that bad but man, i have to pay for that. that girl, jennifer should be getting back to me by this weekend.
ohh and yeah, what happened to hakon and albert. wth? what is going on. well yeah, it was albert's fault. stupid indian. =P but yeah, they didn't deserve to get jumped.
marc is going through stuff too. man it's like all the bad things decided to happen all at once to everyone.
umm...marc is coming down in february so i'm super psyched. i miss him so much. OHH OHH, i start training at disneyland tomorrow! yay. but man, i have to be there by 7am. =( that means no sleep for becka. i'm still working at school doing scenery construction for the shows that go on at citrus. so that means work at school m-th and disneyland f-sun. i'm gonna die. and i'm also going to school full time. 5 classes, 15 units. i think i'm failing english already. well, i deserve to, i haven't done any of the readin. so mehh. my speech class is pretty cool and acting is interesting. i always feel so fake acting though. reading and math are too easy. i can pass those 2 classes with my eyes closed!
i don't know. a lot of things have been bothering me. whenever i go to cafe selah, i'm really happy but i always catch myself contemplating. i feel as if i don't fit in with my friends anymore. like, all they do is drink and smoke and i'm over that. but i still wanna hang out with all of them. but it's like they HAVE to get intoxicated to have fun. mehh. i don't know.
blah blah blah blah blah.
things have been...hmm okay i guess. last sat, my first day working at disneyland. [well, it was orientation] i forgot where in the parking lot i parked my car. so i was walking around for like 1/2 and hour with gloria's doc martins on and yeah that sucked. then the next day after church, when i RECEIVED my check from fafsa, i was going to go cash it and then i get into a car accident. the damage on both cars aren't that bad but man, i have to pay for that. that girl, jennifer should be getting back to me by this weekend.
ohh and yeah, what happened to hakon and albert. wth? what is going on. well yeah, it was albert's fault. stupid indian. =P but yeah, they didn't deserve to get jumped.
marc is going through stuff too. man it's like all the bad things decided to happen all at once to everyone.
umm...marc is coming down in february so i'm super psyched. i miss him so much. OHH OHH, i start training at disneyland tomorrow! yay. but man, i have to be there by 7am. =( that means no sleep for becka. i'm still working at school doing scenery construction for the shows that go on at citrus. so that means work at school m-th and disneyland f-sun. i'm gonna die. and i'm also going to school full time. 5 classes, 15 units. i think i'm failing english already. well, i deserve to, i haven't done any of the readin. so mehh. my speech class is pretty cool and acting is interesting. i always feel so fake acting though. reading and math are too easy. i can pass those 2 classes with my eyes closed!
i don't know. a lot of things have been bothering me. whenever i go to cafe selah, i'm really happy but i always catch myself contemplating. i feel as if i don't fit in with my friends anymore. like, all they do is drink and smoke and i'm over that. but i still wanna hang out with all of them. but it's like they HAVE to get intoxicated to have fun. mehh. i don't know.
blah blah blah blah blah.