Jan 30, 2006 17:55
MEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
nothing's going right. my head hurts. i hate money. why is my mom such a screw up? why can't i just make things right? why aren't i loved? why can't i just be happy with what i've got. why do i need more? can't breathe. anger taking over. sadness overwhelms me. it sucks being sick. not enough. never enough. NEVER ENOUGH. NEVER ENOUGH. NEVER ENOUGH. THINGS ARE NEVER ENOUGH. just give me what i need. i need air. i need food. what do i need what do i need? i just want to be free. so i can fly high. so high that no one can ever reach me. what do i want what do i want? i want things that i cannot have. never enough, never enough. THE PAIN IS JUST NEVER ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just rambling...leave me alone...