the worst is yet to come...
today has been an off day for me. i'm just so mentally exhausted, i don't give a crap about anything anymore. i just left my english class cuz i didn't feel like writing a stupid essay. there's so much going on in my head and i just can't figure out what is happening next. yesterday was good cuz i didn't go to school so i had lots of time to rest. even with all that sleep, i seem to be more tired now than i was before. it's happening...just know that it's happening. what i was afraid of the most is happening. meh. i'm not gonna go into details, it's not like anyone understands. or do they? O_o meh.
work is great. i'm not going to get fired anytime soon so yeah...marc and i are doing well. it was our 1 month on the 3rd. yeah it's weird. i'm still adjusting to having a boyfriend. it still freaks me out most of the time cuz it's like i don't know what to do or say or how to be. what sucks is that i finally got what i wanted but now i'm wondering if that's what i really wanted in the first place. i really don't know. i'm so confused and tired. i guess that's all for now. i'll update again when i have time. ah time, sweet ol' time.
"i'd rather waste some time with you..."
work is great. i'm not going to get fired anytime soon so yeah...marc and i are doing well. it was our 1 month on the 3rd. yeah it's weird. i'm still adjusting to having a boyfriend. it still freaks me out most of the time cuz it's like i don't know what to do or say or how to be. what sucks is that i finally got what i wanted but now i'm wondering if that's what i really wanted in the first place. i really don't know. i'm so confused and tired. i guess that's all for now. i'll update again when i have time. ah time, sweet ol' time.
"i'd rather waste some time with you..."