Hauting Yourself As The Real Thing...

[lovesux613]

hmm guess i'll update since it's been awhile. i've been so sick it sucks! mehh. it's weird, i always get sick around this time of the year. and always when there's a holiday involved. grr. yeah so marc is going to discuss things over with mariana pretty soon. that's good. they need to resolve things. and then let things go. as of today, she will not exist to me anymore. hopefully we'll be able to live our lives now. things at home mehh the same. i'm scared, xmas is coming up and if the past repeats itself, then i'm screwed. always around this time. gosh, i'm really starting to hate autumn and winter. mehh. my mother's still on my case about everything. but she knows about marc and she's...okay with it, so that's weird but yeah. i can't wait to get out of here. just 1 1/2 more years and san diego here i come. i'll be able to get away from everyone and everything. and then come back with a refresh, good attitude in life. can't wait for my REAL life to begin. =P

p.s i miss you jenny, meechelle, sinday, hakon, johnny. where you at? mehh. later guys.

ohhh marc's coming down this week! yes!!!