W O W. . .

I don't even know where to begin, but this is a new beginning, so I guess I'm just taking in everything day by day. Although, I wish more than anything in the world, that I could be back in my old life; Doing the things I normally do, seeing the people I normally see...you know, just being me. However, I realize that nothing is the same ( Read more... )

I want to gag when I see a picture of a happy couple.

I meet guys, hang out with them for awhile, then I find something I don't like about them and press "ignore" when they call.

I hate having to pretend to be happy for my friends and their relationships when I don't believe guys are trustworthy.

I dislike how naive and insecure girls can be.

I wish I ( Read more... )

"I'm just me doing what I gotta do"...Ok, I know I've heard that line somewhere in a song or something, I just can't remember who said it. Anyway, that line just came to my head as I started thinking about writing this goddamn thing. So, my frustration is just this ( Read more... )

I had never been so excited to hear someone's voice before; I had never jumped out of my seat and when I heard his voice, I did just that. I could literally feel pain in the corners of my mouth from smiling so big. Just a second before, I was on the other line with my best friend and feeling kind of low. However, as usual, he could always up my ( Read more... )

How do I keep getting myself stuck with bullshit and lies? I must be a masochist or something. I swear he could win an oscar. Everything seemed so real, or was I just that blind and stupid?

I wish I didn't help him out of the dirt and off the ground. I should have kept him lying there, maybe even kick more dirt in his face, but I couldn't...I still ( Read more... )

It was just like talking to any other friend, but it shouldn't have been that way. It shouldn't have been careless talk. After all, it was him...the one that could make me feel the highest I could ever feel, yet also make me feel like the lowest piece of scum on the earth ( Read more... )

It just broke my heart to see her cry ( Read more... )

He's probably with her right now while I sit here alone and type away my heart out. It's funny how life works out sometimes because I still can't believe this is happening a second time around ( Read more... )

I'm livid...I'm jealous...I'm sad and I'm completely frustrated ( Read more... )

It was sunday morning when he got out of bed and into the shower for work. I sat up in bed feeling lonely. I always felt lonely. I knew I wasn't going to see him or hear from him again for at least a couple of days, maybe even a week. When he opened the door he was already fully dressed and putting on his tie. He came over to the bed and sat down ( Read more... )