We're not "us" anymore.
It was just like talking to any other friend, but it shouldn't have been that way. It shouldn't have been careless talk. After all, it was him...the one that could make me feel the highest I could ever feel, yet also make me feel like the lowest piece of scum on the earth...
I sat there on the phone, thinking of words to say, actually trying to start a conversation, which normally comes so natural. Which normally we could talk on the phone for hours thinking that only 5 minutes has passed by, but this time was different. This time there was distance in his voice. And this time, I realized we weren't "us" anymore; we had become something else. What that was, I wasn't quite sure...but with time, I knew I'd figure it out.
I sat there on the phone, thinking of words to say, actually trying to start a conversation, which normally comes so natural. Which normally we could talk on the phone for hours thinking that only 5 minutes has passed by, but this time was different. This time there was distance in his voice. And this time, I realized we weren't "us" anymore; we had become something else. What that was, I wasn't quite sure...but with time, I knew I'd figure it out.