Found some old newspapers in my dads closet while searching for some tax info. Above me was a shelf, the kind where it's like a metal rail, so I could see what was laying on top from below. I saw these beautiful off-white vintage-looking picture frames; I remembered they held pictures of my fathers latest marriage to a woman whom I'd like to speak ( Read more... )

Oh man, it would be so awesome to say, "I've written a book"! It's definitly something I've put on my 'Things to accomplish before I die' list. I mean, I don't think I'm a writer or anything, I just like seeing my thoughts. It's like once it's on paper, it no longer stays in my head...I'm free of it! And if someone else comes across it, I'd ike ( Read more... )

 Just thinking about what I did...I feel so stupid, I feel ashamed. Of course I would freak out and expect for something bad to happen in my relationship. Even my greatest one. I mean he has never given me anything to question or doubt. I haven't gotten any weird vibes or that gut feeling that something is wrong. I don't know what is wrong with me ( Read more... )

It wasn't the first time I felt ashamed. I had done the same thing a couple times before, but this was the first time I really sat and thought about it. Let's face it, it's not every day people admit their wrong doing's, or better yet realize it themselves. I was jealous about something I shouldn't have been. I mean, I couldn't be jealous about ( Read more... )

Everything was exaggerated. The sky, the clouds, the water, it all appeared very...cartoony ( Read more... )

My work day was just ending. Everything seemed to be normal, nothing out of the ordinary. I even think I had both my legs. For some reason, I had to take two little girls home from the after school program I worked at and on the way to their place, I picked my sister up. We were probably just going to get something to eat or even go shopping like ( Read more... )

I'm sitting or just relaxing in the sand, over looking the shore. I'm usually surrounded by family or friends and having a great time. Then suddenly, the sky turns black. Instantly I notice something in the far distance. As I start to realize what I'm seeing, I start yelling and shouting. I'm extremely anxious and fearful. It's a huge tidal wave. I ( Read more... )

He needs to just stay out of my life. The longer I go without speaking to him, the better it is. But I love him. I still fucking have these uncontrollable feelings and I try...I try to just ignore them. But I will always love him and that's the fact. He is everything I want and everything I don't want. He is my best friend and the worst friend. He ( Read more... )

I don't know how many days later I woke up, but I remember opening up my eyes and seeing him. That's my first memory of this retched place. Seeing the one that I had just recently been trying so hard to forget. But none of that mattered anymore. What mattered was my health...

So, there are so many stories of silly things I said...goofy pictures ( Read more... )

All I wanted was to have a good time. To feel great and completely free. That's all I ever did those days. I didn't care about what anyone thought. I didn't care if it hurt anyone else either. I was Daniella and I was going to do what I wanted no matter who it bothered or hurt because I was selfish and I only cared about me...

Even though he begged ( Read more... )