HOLY CRAP! I found my livejournal!!!! aint this some shit.
Well im orego and Married now.. so yeah HAHAHA

I've always had this really bad Habbit...
than whenever a man left me. Ive replace them with someone else... to try and move and forget about them.
For some reason...
Its not working this time.


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Today I came across a Song called "First Day of My Life ( Read more... )

Lately I havent been writing what has been really going on my life. So here it goes ( Read more... )

From what you all may know, I took back Dave (aka) Venom... Since the nught club "wensday night" was the last time I seen dave when we were together. That night my dranking began. Oliver invited me and my friends over to his house for a little "after party". We went got drunk had fun, talked, danced to loud as music. And than Left. I spent the ( Read more... )

Needless to say... I felt horrible for getting up at 3am putting on my clothes and walking out on Oliver while he was asleep. I went straight to the Market East Station. Yes I walked from "44th and walnut... until 11th and Market." I spoke to Marie and Nikkie along the way.I walked around Market east station for 3 hours waitin for the first train ( Read more... )

Today I spend the whole trying to get down to the club. Venom (Davey) was going to be there and I know if i didnt go i wouldnt have been ableto see him for other week. Well 2 hours before the club started Meggan and I managed to get $47 dollars and a ride there and home. I was so excited to see Davey because I miss him to death and lately he'd had ( Read more... )

so as the days got worst and worst with this fucking heat. So has my life. everyday, my father comes in as early in the morning and starts fighting with my sister crystal and I. The night of Whistle happened ( Read more... )

There was this girl...

And has the prince charming kicked her ass to crub.

And she spent 7 hours drinking the pain away... until she cried her self to sleep. But before she did she made sure one person knew above all the rest ...

her black angel Venom...

he comfort her with his soft words... so that she may be about the lye her head down to sleep. ( Read more... )

Garrett left me. He's the Story.

Garrett left me. He called me from harrisburg after he was just here this past weekend an d dumpped me over the phone. I didnt even knowq it was a goodbye Fuck and it was. itsfunny he promised me that next time we'd get a bath together and he'd cook me pan cakes in the morning. Those little things i loved are never ( Read more... )