The Everlasting Days
Lately I havent been writing what has been really going on my life. So here it goes...
I havent gone home since Venom (Dave) left and my grandmother died in the beginning of July. So its been about a month and a half. I havent seen my dad in about over a month (which I live with him)... My sister told me that he's been in a mental hospital for the past 2 weeks and already got out and i didnt even know. I also heard he lost his job.
But last time i seen him, he told me he was fixxing to quit his job. So im not to sure what thats all about. I worry about my dad, though ive never shown love or sympathy to him in life.. i guess because in my life he's never done it for me. I just would feel weird or something if i came up to my dad now or called him and told him I love him. It just seems strange like an after school special. So Ive been dreading on it.. even though i really want too.
So I went to my house Wenesday to pick up somethings and clothes, and I came in and there was no one there, like usual. An apartment full of stuff and furnished but no one to be found. I tried to listen to Music while I grabbed my things and realized that there's no eletricity in my house. And there's not gas.
So it doesnt seem anyone will be living there anytime soon.
Pretty much I can just keep my things there stay at my sister's house, and spend nights out at my friends house but probably in the next month around my birthday Ill have to find a new place to live because they'll probably evict everyone from the house.
::sigh::
Another Move another day... and I knew from the beginning this wasnt over. Ive moved 58 times since I was 11 years old. And realized I'm not even 20 yet, so its no where near over. I need to find my ass a job quick, so i can find a place for and my sister Crystal and my nefew.
I think My sister Crystal (BugzyGthug) and I put it best when we say
"Times is Rough nigga Times is Rough"
On top of it all, someone called Venom (Dave) on Monday and I told him that while we were together that I cheated on him. which is completely NOT True in anyway... its funny because him and i have kinda become friends again in the club lately. Now someone doesnt want me near him ... and pretty much is trying to fuck ti all up again. And who ever you are....
FUCK YOU!
thats pretty much what i have to say about that.
So thats been the week in the life of *Melanie Murder*
::sigh::
this whole Heart thing .. sucks. ... alot...
I havent gone home since Venom (Dave) left and my grandmother died in the beginning of July. So its been about a month and a half. I havent seen my dad in about over a month (which I live with him)... My sister told me that he's been in a mental hospital for the past 2 weeks and already got out and i didnt even know. I also heard he lost his job.
But last time i seen him, he told me he was fixxing to quit his job. So im not to sure what thats all about. I worry about my dad, though ive never shown love or sympathy to him in life.. i guess because in my life he's never done it for me. I just would feel weird or something if i came up to my dad now or called him and told him I love him. It just seems strange like an after school special. So Ive been dreading on it.. even though i really want too.
So I went to my house Wenesday to pick up somethings and clothes, and I came in and there was no one there, like usual. An apartment full of stuff and furnished but no one to be found. I tried to listen to Music while I grabbed my things and realized that there's no eletricity in my house. And there's not gas.
So it doesnt seem anyone will be living there anytime soon.
Pretty much I can just keep my things there stay at my sister's house, and spend nights out at my friends house but probably in the next month around my birthday Ill have to find a new place to live because they'll probably evict everyone from the house.
::sigh::
Another Move another day... and I knew from the beginning this wasnt over. Ive moved 58 times since I was 11 years old. And realized I'm not even 20 yet, so its no where near over. I need to find my ass a job quick, so i can find a place for and my sister Crystal and my nefew.
I think My sister Crystal (BugzyGthug) and I put it best when we say
"Times is Rough nigga Times is Rough"
On top of it all, someone called Venom (Dave) on Monday and I told him that while we were together that I cheated on him. which is completely NOT True in anyway... its funny because him and i have kinda become friends again in the club lately. Now someone doesnt want me near him ... and pretty much is trying to fuck ti all up again. And who ever you are....
FUCK YOU!
thats pretty much what i have to say about that.
So thats been the week in the life of *Melanie Murder*
::sigh::
this whole Heart thing .. sucks. ... alot...