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Garrett left me. He's the Story.
Garrett left me. He called me from harrisburg after he was just here this past weekend an d dumpped me over the phone. I didnt even knowq it was a goodbye Fuck and it was. itsfunny he promised me that next time we'd get a bath together and he'd cook me pan cakes in the morning. Those little things i loved are never going to come true. It always felt like Garrett was looking for reasons to leave me.
I Dumb enough to believe that you loved me... when in the begining i knew you could never love me. But GOD i wanted to fucking believe it so bad.
I even fell for the stupid emo love song... that when you left... played over and over on my little radio ... while I lied in the bath tub with the shower running for 7 hours... chugging from a bottle of Wine. And chain smoking. Punching tile walls and screamming from the top of my lungs!!!!!
We were perfect together so I thought. The whole time it was a lie...
I cant move on because I feel like its not over yet. I cant bring myself to take off your ring. But I have found myself to be able to put the silver and green one back on my thumb. again.
If you hearing my tears hurts....
You could only imagine what the fuck ive been feeling.
Garrett left me. He called me from harrisburg after he was just here this past weekend an d dumpped me over the phone. I didnt even knowq it was a goodbye Fuck and it was. itsfunny he promised me that next time we'd get a bath together and he'd cook me pan cakes in the morning. Those little things i loved are never going to come true. It always felt like Garrett was looking for reasons to leave me.
I Dumb enough to believe that you loved me... when in the begining i knew you could never love me. But GOD i wanted to fucking believe it so bad.
I even fell for the stupid emo love song... that when you left... played over and over on my little radio ... while I lied in the bath tub with the shower running for 7 hours... chugging from a bottle of Wine. And chain smoking. Punching tile walls and screamming from the top of my lungs!!!!!
We were perfect together so I thought. The whole time it was a lie...
I cant move on because I feel like its not over yet. I cant bring myself to take off your ring. But I have found myself to be able to put the silver and green one back on my thumb. again.
If you hearing my tears hurts....
You could only imagine what the fuck ive been feeling.