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sad
I haven't been on here since my mom got diagnosed with cancer but I am so sad and depressed right now and I was doing so good on my diet and now being so depressed, all I seem to want to do is eat... I hate this.... I have so depressed since my mom's funeral and every time I think I am better I am depressed again, What's really sad is all I can ( Read more... ) -
Stress
So I have stress in my life and I can sit and list them all actually so lets go now ( Read more... ) -
on my mind
I guess I have alot on my mind, which isnt helping me any...I think I am getting really depressed...I am up 15 hours away from home doing research for my master's...the research is boring as hell....MY meals are planned, my days are planned, everything is planned and I HATE THAT!!! I flew up so I dont have my car, so I am always at camp and there ( Read more... ) -
i hate me
I hate me sometimes, and now is one of those times and I wonder why Don't I have someone I can call when I need to talk, I have plenty of friends, just no one to lean on, no one to convide in totally, so on a day like this when I am feeling fat and ugly and everything else I have no one to call, no one to talk to, no one to listen...I hate me...I ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: In The Money
If you won $100 this afternoon, what would you do with it?
Nothing big, I have a prescription I need to fill and that would take over half of that, so I would fill my prescription....and then I would leave the rest until I needed it! -
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hey all...I forgot to mention earlier that I purged alot on my little vacation, actually since the vacation too, I dont know, for now I am not thinking of stopping the habit, whatever works right!!! so I did lose weight, I am now 160 pounds...What a total fat-ass, I spent the day with my bf yesterday and here he is telling me I am beautiful and all ( Read more... ) -
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hey all...so me back from vacationing or something like it....I did generally well actually, jogged 5 miles every morning except for the last 2 days... I lost 2 pounds the first part of my traveling...and then I ate way too much the last 3 days because we visited people and everyone wanted to feed us bc we were from out of town....and of course not ( Read more... ) -
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ok my dad was alittle better i guess, even if i had to eat fried liver and lasagna..i was good i didnt eat too much of either really and i purged a lot of the liver, so yah its getting scary how comfortable i am with purging, but i am, i like the control...My dad said today that being thinner might be good for the mind but affects the mind ( Read more... ) -
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argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.........oh my god my dad is annoying the hell out of me seriously, he is fussing that if he wanted to he can force me to go back overseas if i like it or not, WTF, hell no i am not going anywhere...and i am not running when school starts (like what the hell is one hour a day going to do to distrub my schedual) ( Read more... )