i hate me
I hate me sometimes, and now is one of those times and I wonder why Don't I have someone I can call when I need to talk, I have plenty of friends, just no one to lean on, no one to convide in totally, so on a day like this when I am feeling fat and ugly and everything else I have no one to call, no one to talk to, no one to listen...I hate me...I hate what causes me to have no friends, maybe I am too busy or just not social but I hate thid right now....I used to just want to crawl somewhere and die, but my mom needs me now and my husbands needs me too, I love him and I wish I was a different person...someone who wasnt a mess, he deserves that! :( I hate everything!