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ok my dad was alittle better i guess, even if i had to eat fried liver and lasagna..i was good i didnt eat too much of either really and i purged a lot of the liver, so yah its getting scary how comfortable i am with purging, but i am, i like the control...My dad said today that being thinner might be good for the mind but affects the mind negatively and has changed me (yah made me feel better about myself maybe)
I just found out that I have to go with my dad and mom for 10 days on a car trip to virgina and then michigan, all i know is that i have to keep the junk food away and the excercise up, how i will do that i have no idea but i will try!!!! Wish me luck i leave thursday so still more days to go, I am hoping to be 159 or 160 by then, i hope i can make it!!! I have been on 163 too long!! arggg...at least i am not going up!!!
I just found out that I have to go with my dad and mom for 10 days on a car trip to virgina and then michigan, all i know is that i have to keep the junk food away and the excercise up, how i will do that i have no idea but i will try!!!! Wish me luck i leave thursday so still more days to go, I am hoping to be 159 or 160 by then, i hope i can make it!!! I have been on 163 too long!! arggg...at least i am not going up!!!