I’m trying to remember when my thing for ‘problematic’ characters started. I’m thinking back trying pinpoint it. My dad bought me the dvd of season 1 of dexter when I was in year 12, knowing that I would like it, so it had to be before that. I read Skullduggery Pleasant in high school and developed a love for Billy Ray Sanguine. I can’t remember ( Read more... )

I can’t. Ok. I actually can’t verbalise it right now.
It’s interesting that I linked it to twilight considering my issues with breaking dawn that I tried to explain to a therapist at the time and she didn’t understand
It’s the exact same thing now
It makes me feel isolated and misunderstood and I don’t really understand what else. It clogs my thoughts ( Read more... )

So it’s been about a day and I feel a little bit like I’m going through withdrawals. When was the last time I went this long without going on tumblr? It feels like it’s been a lot longer then a day. I keep catching myself forgetting and looking for the app. I’m suddenly aware of just how much time I spent on that site every day.
I’ve decided I’m ( Read more... )

Just deleted my tumblr. Will see how long that lasts

- the bin truck making its way down my street, the sound of my own breathing and my tummy, the birds outside, the rustle of my fingers against my doona. -

I got a new job. I keep being hit with the thought that this is real. It makes me so happy that I’m finally out of that office after three and a half years. Im so happy. This is my second week. I ( Read more... )

I think I have a new job? I’m unclear on the matter. I’m so happy with myself though. I can do this. I can do things. I’m going to work by the beach?? These are all things that are actual actual possibilities.

So I’ve moved out. Semi officially but also not quite. 95% of my stuff is still at home. Mum is doing better then I feared she would. She took it just as badly as I expected at the start but now it’s like she’s more on board with it then I am. It’s something for her to brag about which is nice. I don’t like telling people but she is telling ( Read more... )

I just finished watching the last episode of The Good Place.
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So this will never end

I hate that I have no emotions that are not him.
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I can’t say this to you because you will turn it around on me and make it into nothing but I need to say it so that it is said.
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