How I've been feeling today:

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Sometimes I'm wondering under prehistoric skies.
I feel it's all beginning right before my eyes.
I must go back, reexamine my love.
Here she comes with the penetrated stare.
I don't know when, but I wish I knew where.
Quick calculation, there's not nearly enough.
Because we're lost, because we're lost.
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I got an email from GothicMatch this morning. All it did was upset me, and I deleted the account I'd created in 2008. Here's the reason I gave...

I joined this site in a fit of desperation, in the last days of my involvement in the local Goth scene. Like everybody else I was desperate for social contact and intimate friendships. But this site (and ( Read more... )

Things just got to a bit of a head this morning. I was just not coping with Hallie, and was crying while making breakfast. Felt like there was no escape.

Later when catching the bus into uni, I decided to swap to a bus to Toronto instead and went to the library there. Not only did I find a book on graphic novel design, but three really cool graphic ( Read more... )

I'm taking Alprim and Rafen. The first is for a UTI that I think I never got rid of, and the second I was told was a "muscle relaxant" though apparently it's really Ibuprofen. Why do I need a muscle relaxant? To each the problem with the spur, which apparently is growing along a tendon or ligament or some such. Anyway, yesterday after I saw my G.P ( Read more... )

I just did two web comic pages. They're shit, but I did them. Movement at last.

Something dark and horrible, which descends on me from time to time, might be about to lift.

More tomorrow.

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And this one's dedicated to Kevin:

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...one week (sigh)


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A number of things have helped since Sunday.

I saw both my counsellor and my backup supervisor on Tuesday. If ever I need a counsellor it was then, and it helped clarify a number of things for me. But seeing my backup supervisor was also very helpful. It seems that I'm not as behind as I thought, it seems that compared to a lot of others I'm right ( Read more... )