Tonight was the night we ended, it started off as a fight. You know i guess i always thought we'd never meant to be. Obviously with everyone saying he isn't good enough for me, it only made me think we weren't right for each other even more. But i thought he could've been the one i'd spend the rest of my life with but i'm wrong. He's not my type ( Read more... )

I can't seem to get a piece of mind
Cuz its running through my mind all the time
I cant really help it
This is so confusing yeah
I cant understand it
No no

Do you remember when we promised each other to stay forever in love
Hey girl you stepped on the promise you did the ugliest thing I could think of yeah
Tell me how could I let it go

You used to be my ( Read more... )

me and my bf have been having alot of arguments lately, and it's so hard for me to deal with it because it hurts me so damn much everytime we fight. i don't want to fight with him and if i do fight with him, i wish he'd cheer me up instead of making me feel like shit. it feels as though my heart's being stabbed with a knife and shattered into a ( Read more... )

so much things has happened over the years.

i honestly don't know what i'm going to talk about in this post as it's just going to be my thoughts all over the place, nothing to be exact. nothing short of memories and heartbreak.

if this doesn't make sense to you; the people reading this. it probably isn't meant to. even i don't entirely understand ( Read more... )

ok so i didnt update about the little incident we had, well afterwards i actually rambled about the incident to a friend who doesnt even know my bf. It surprised me that she actually said "lang you are so immature! geez it's your fault" then i started to think about it and put myself in his shoes and tried to think less selfish.. and then i ( Read more... )

i think he will break up with me soon. i'm not worth holding onto. i just got angry at him. i asked him some questions, like some stuff like about his past, his ex gf's and instead of answering it properly. he says 'if i didnt wanna be with you. id tell you. you're thinking too much' and i replied and said 'fine' .. he goes 'what's that supposed to ( Read more... )

.. the subject's just a song title. don't assume things.. (: everything's going great ( Read more... )

im so happy.. things are better than i thought.. cept moneywise. im doing ok with money.. not like i have enough to go shopping for myself. >.< god friggun damnit. but anyway.. me and my mum went to eat lunch together. we were talking.. and laughing. im so happy that i wanna cry.. but ive gotta hold it in. i actually got so drunk yesterday that i ( Read more... )

that im cute like 20x .. and added.. "but then again you're also just the girl who walks past the pub [he works at the pub, bartending] and ignores the whole world around her, that doesnt smile." HRMM.. but but but he said "but thats what made me want to get to know you.. im so curious bout you ( Read more... )

i think im beginning to like him ( Read more... )