i'm back at my moms again. she called me on friday and wanted to go to lunch so we went to lunch and we had a long talk it was really good for us and she wanted me to come back. me and justin are for sures over. i found out when kevin slipped up that justin has been spending time over at tiffanys house i know he was fucking her when we were still ( Read more... )

fuck him. fuck everything. i will never go back to him

i'm coping with not having justin in my life anymore. i think i'm doing ok. i have been staying at sarahs house this whole time now. kevin didnt think that it would be a good idea staying at his house anymore because he is justins friend. so ive been staying every night at sarahs. i think that i'm starting to have some feelings for sarah. i know ( Read more... )

it's over now it's over for good i think. everything is so crazy right now justin and i went on vacation together everything was more then great until we got back home. my mom and i got into a huge fight last wednesday she kicked me out of the house isn't the first time. i had been staying back and forth at sarahs and justins. well on friday i went ( Read more... )

justin and i have been arguing alot again. once again over tiffany that dumb bitch. she calls him all the time and then we argue because justin doesnt understand why i get mad when he talks to her. i trust him and everything but i don't trust her. shes fucked him once and that wouldnt suprise me if she tried again. i cant stand her. i thought ( Read more... )

since i have last written things got worse then better then worse again but i think everything is ok for right now. on friday night i was at justins house and we got into a big fight i don't even remember what it was about and then when we kinda calmed down we were going to sleep and things were wierd and then he said to me "what do you want to ( Read more... )

i cant snap out of this. i don't want to be around anybody not even justin. i have called in sick to work twice already. i cant eat all i do is sleep. i didnt even answer my phone when robert called. i just want to crawl into a deep hole and never come out ever again. i dont know whats wrong with me? is my concience slowly eating away at me? am i ( Read more... )

so much has happened. i'm in this zone that i've never have been in before. i feel so down. so low. i am more depressed then i have been in a long time. i feel like i am missing something but i don't know what that is.

yesterday was somewhat of an emotional day for me. justin woke me up in the morning and told me that today was going to be my day. we went out to breakfast and he paid for it. then he took me to the mall and spent over 250 dollars on me. he just told me to get whatever clothes i wanted and he would pay for it and he did. then he took me out to ( Read more... )

home sweet home from work! today was a long day at work i would say that i put in almost an 11 hour day. being the manager isn't all that it is cracked up to be. so lets take a wild guess who came into visit me at work today? you get a prize if you guessed robert. that just had trouble written all over it. tiffany doesn't know who he is or anything ( Read more... )