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i cant snap out of this. i don't want to be around anybody not even justin. i have called in sick to work twice already. i cant eat all i do is sleep. i didnt even answer my phone when robert called. i just want to crawl into a deep hole and never come out ever again. i dont know whats wrong with me? is my concience slowly eating away at me? am i finally realizing everything i have done? or am i wanting to keep on and hating myself for that in return. i dont know i just dont know?