its almost 7 months. hard to believe. he leaves in the morning for like 5 days. maybe the time apart will be good for us. im not even sure whats going on anymore. i feel like we arent going to make it much further. its so weird saying that because i could see myself spending the whole rest of my life with him. i think that would be a wonderful ( Read more... )

so i just found out that ray broke up with his gf of 3 years. i would hate to be in a relationship for so long and then not even see the break up coming. i dont know what i would do. today has been such a weird day. first i thought talking to joey was really strange considering i havent talked to him in FOREVER but i mean it doesnt matter.. then ( Read more... )

so the weekend was wonderful. everything was great. no fight between us at all.. until sunday night. im still not exactly sure why we fought.. i hate when this happens. im still not even sure if we are okay yet. he seems to be a little distant from me but not exactly mad. maybe its just be being paranoid. i wish we could talk about it. i dont like ( Read more... )

yahh. havent typed much in here lately. schools going good so far.. im actually doing homework and stuff. its kinda different but yeah. hammond sucks. i cant wait to go back to kenner for good. theres so many thigns i like about being here but everything i really love is back home. me and roger are great i guess.. been kinda rocky lately but i ( Read more... )

today roger and i make 6 months. it seems like its been so much longer but these have been the best 6 months of my life. monday i thought it was all over, but then i realized that he wont give up on us as easy as i thought. even though he was aggervated with me, we are still together. ive never been so scared though. it really was a big wake up ( Read more... )

my daddy just madeee my birthday awesome! im having insurance issues and like its bad.. like i need to find new insurance people because state farm is making my insurance like super high because of my accidents and i havent saved money in a while so i dont have as much as id like to have right now for wheever i get new insurance people in february ( Read more... )

not much has been going on. roger is still the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and he proves why i believe that every single day. not a day goes by where he doesnt make me feel like im special, loved, beautiful, and wanted. i am so happy we are together. he tried to quit work today. im scared if he does quit that we may drift apart but ( Read more... )

so today i had a huge scare. me and roger got into a minor something i dont know.. it wasnt a fight or disagreement but like.. we both kinda just got pissed at each other and stupid me thinks that its the end of our relationship just because thats what im used to. well i was at work and he was doing other crap and i called him to see if he could ( Read more... )

christmas is almost here. im not sure if im excited or not.. i dont know why either. i mean i have everything i could possibly want and i get to keep him after christmas too which makes it even better but i dont know. i was soo excited but i still havent watched rudolph which sucks. i love that cartoon. i hurt my leg. im not sure what i did. roger ( Read more... )

yeah so school sucks. well biology sucks. harper sucks. failed the test today which means i fail the semester. at least my other grades are good enough to make up for it.. well hopefully. if i do all the work that i can do, ill get all the points and ill make the grades. other than that things have been great. me and roger are great. hes awesome. ( Read more... )