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so today i had a huge scare. me and roger got into a minor something i dont know.. it wasnt a fight or disagreement but like.. we both kinda just got pissed at each other and stupid me thinks that its the end of our relationship just because thats what im used to. well i was at work and he was doing other crap and i called him to see if he could come in work then lots of drama and he ended up not having to come in. i was really upset cuz i figured id have to go all night without talking to him and stuff which made me upset because we still hadnt talked and stuff.. i decided i was going to call him and ask him to come in during the ceremony so i could see him and i called him and not even realizing that he was already in the kitchen. talked to him for a few minutes.. he assured me everything would be okay and he got me raising canes. hes so wondeful. then i text msgd him when the weddng was over and he was like 'well im on the westbank' and i was all upset because he said id get to see him when i got off work which i just assumed that he wasnt going to have time and he forgot about me and everything. he came to work like right around two hours after the wedding was over and i just wanted to cry. hes so great. im so stupid sometimes. i get aggervated about the stupidest things and one day its going to end up ruining the best thing thats ever happened to me. just thinking about him right now makes me want to cry. i want to just be in his arms and thats exactly where i'll be tomorrow