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not much has been going on. roger is still the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and he proves why i believe that every single day. not a day goes by where he doesnt make me feel like im special, loved, beautiful, and wanted. i am so happy we are together. he tried to quit work today. im scared if he does quit that we may drift apart but im just stupid. just like me thinking that hes gonna leave me when he finds a new job and starts school. im not sure why im scared hes going to leave me because i know its not going to happen.. at least def not anytime soon and hopefully not in the future. im excited about my bday on tuesday. just knowing that i get to spend the evening with the love of my life, my best friend, and her boyfriend just makes everything awesome. i think other people might be coming to have dinner with us too which i dont mind at all but im so happy roger is going to be there. i want other people to go.. im just not exactly sure who to invite. me and mike arent close at all anymore.. neither are me and michelle b. im not sure if i want lots of people from work coming or not. richie said hes probably going to come but i guess that depends on when our boss talks to him because if he talk to him before we go out to eat then im almost positive he wont show up. i dont know. i should go get some rest. my baby is coming over bright and early in the morning.. we are acutally going to do some fun stuff tomorrow. im excited. wooo