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today roger and i make 6 months. it seems like its been so much longer but these have been the best 6 months of my life. monday i thought it was all over, but then i realized that he wont give up on us as easy as i thought. even though he was aggervated with me, we are still together. ive never been so scared though. it really was a big wake up call.. i could lose him so quickly if i dont treat him right. i always say im going to treat him better, but i always get in moods which i know every girl does but he doesnt deserve it half the time. he does way too much for me. im not sure what id do if i lost him. i still cant believe that its six months. i just cant wait to spend the day with him. he starts his new job today! well orientation for target and he'll start probably soon after. im so happy for him. i know its going to take away alot of our time together, but i know hes excited and he needs the job so yeah.. ill support him.. and once i know that everything is going to be okay, ill be completely happy for him. im really upset about next month. hes gotta jump on valentines day. i was really looking forward to valentines day and looks like ill be spending another one alone. every time i think things are going great and im going to have a wonderful valentines day, something happens. maybe next year.. and i wont get to see him for our 7 months which makes it worse because thats like two really important dates to me and i dont get to see him on either day. the army sucks. like they are good people but i hate the army taking him away from me on these types of days. i guess this is just something that i will have to learn to live with. oh well.. until then i guess ill just spend every day with him that i can and make it the best it possibly could