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[kris143]

so the weekend was wonderful. everything was great. no fight between us at all.. until sunday night. im still not exactly sure why we fought.. i hate when this happens. im still not even sure if we are okay yet. he seems to be a little distant from me but not exactly mad. maybe its just be being paranoid. i wish we could talk about it. i dont like it when we fight and then just say sorry and its over. like i dont mind it sometimes but other times when im completely clueless why we were fighting just aggervates me. i know i keep doign the same thing that pisses him off all the time but i STILL have no idea what that is. i wish we could be happy again.. like we used to. i mean the good times are great but other than that yea. i really could just curl up in my bed and cry. i did that last night and ended up falling asleep. i didnt sleep good at all though because i knew he was mad at me and the fact that he didnt want to talk to me before he went to bed upset me even more. like just knowing that he could let us stay mad at each other overnight just upsets me. oh well. im sure everything will be fine. school sucked today. im almost done with my english stuff though which is awesome.
my kenny chesney cd came in today. roger brought it up to me. im so excited. thats the only thing that ive really been looking forward to all day. i looked forward to seeing him too but i feel like he doesnt want to be here to see me. i dont know. going to listen to my cd bye