January, I must admit, was a good month. this month started off okay, I suppose, but it quickly devolved. that's the story of my life, 16 clumsy and shy, I went to London and I...How does music manage to elicit such strong emotions from us? For instance, I'm listening to After the Gold Rush by Neil Young on lala.com because, well, I lost my copy a ( Read more... )

sometimes, one does feel like they don't have a partner. and it drives them bloody bonkers ( Read more... )

I blame myself for what I'm feeling right now. That, and the fact that I'm human. I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does...Today I went to the casino. See, I happen to love playing cards and have this crazy notion that, perhaps, sometime, I may just win. Today was not one of those times. In fact, as mom kindly pointed out ( Read more... )

Looking at facebook, and an email from Brian Green really confirm how isolated a life I've managed to live, despite being surrounded by people and usually having friends in my life. It's hard for me to connect; I usually do have issues connecting with people ( Read more... )

( I'm damned sad. and worthless. but, I have a rap my friend did . . . )