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Syphoning thoughts into my LJ pensieve like it's 2006 or something...
What brings me here again? There are some things I want to share, need to get down and out into the internet void instead of buzzing round and round in my head and Facebook just isn't the place. I'm not going to friends lock but I'm comfortable with nobody ever seeing this, or if people do find it, I'm comfortable with that too (hi!)...
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K so.. this little adventure into LJ land has been eventful. I suspect I won't be back here for a while but it's been good to reconnect to that side of myself in a way. (Even if it spilled over to Facebook and made people all worried because zomg Kim wrote something deep/meaningful/whatever. Part of me had to chuckle a little bit because if they ( Read more... ) -
Zomg another update?!?
Edit: this was locked so only nate could see it but then I figured.. Hey, why break the habit of a lifetime? Not like anybody reads this anymore anyway. And once again, none of this is a reflection on how I feel about Phil. I have found at more than one point in my life that my heart has seemingly infinite room for those I love ( Read more... ) -
Life, etc.
It has literally been 7 years. That is ridiculous ( Read more... ) -
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as per, the quietness of my little corner of the internet only indicates good things ( Read more... ) -
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He read the previous entry and suggested that while he can no longer swim beside me, he could perhaps be my lifejacket. And I realized two things; 1) that he is shit at analogies, and 2) that that is not only incredibly fucking patronising but also probably the last thing that I want. I have to get back to dry land on my own, and to my surprise, I ( Read more... ) -
a sea-based analogy.
and so. in a conversation today there was mention of foreshadowing, brought about by this photoand i remembered a conversation that he and i had, the very next day. about how i was worried, about him. because i fall in love hard and fast and intensely and it can be a pretty scary thing to behold. beautiful but terrifying. i said i didn't know how ( Read more... ) -
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Hello old friend. It's been a while.. I sometimes think you are a portion of my life that I have put behind me but perhaps I have an innate need to keep you around for times like this, when everything falls apart and I have nowhere else to turn..
Things, unfortunately, have not changed much since my last entry almost 2 years ago. Only now he has ( Read more... ) -
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unable to sleep again. hello stream of consciousness (or the closest you can get on a touch pad qwerty keyboard...)
what's keeping me up this time? monotony. drudgery. groundhog day. this seems to have become my life. get up late, rush to work, return home, laptop and tv, late to bed, fiddle with phone in bed when unable to sleep, lather rinse ( Read more... )
