so... my family reads my other blog, and my aunt tends to worry when there's nothing to worry about. i think i'll be updating my livejournal a tad more often... at least for a bit ( Read more... )

if it were warmer out, and if i weren't afraid of what might be out there, i'd go for a loooong walk in the bluffs, get as far away from campus as i could, and scream. i've never felt so many different negative emotions all at once. well i'm sure i have, but not in a really long time. i feel so angry, hurt, and betrayed, and there's nothing i can ( Read more... )

it's pointless to update two separate blogs, and i'm sick of the ads in my livejournal messages every time i sign in.

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i've been doing too much thinking to work on my homework. all i have to do before break is finish my geography paper and write my spanish paper ( Read more... )

it's almost 4am. i've been sick with a bad cold since friday afternoon. i should be sleeping. i tried sleeping. i tossed and turned for nearly two hours before giving up and deciding to be more efficient with my time ( Read more... )

because i owe $7000 to the school, i was denied in a request to have my transcript sent for a scholarship and an enrollment verification sent for a loan. how messed up is that?! i already got the scholarship, but they're holding the money until i send my transcript. i need the enrollment verification in order to apply for the loan. this is so ( Read more... )

ok i'm slowly letting myself be ok with the idea of graduating a year early. i have both legitimate and selfish reasons for wanting to stay the full four years, but talking to my dad a few days ago made me realize just how much of a financial strain this is on them. i am incredibly lucky my parents are even helping me pay for college. it's not ( Read more... )

ideal plan:
major in journalism with a double major in spanish and global studies, graduate may 2011, go to grad school (top choices = columbia and stanford)

real plan:
major in journalism and minor in spanish, graduate may 2010

i'm never really sure why i decide to write in this bog or my other one on any given day. i think i keep my more complicated thoughts in my other one now. it just kind of happened that way...

tomorrow's election day. finally. i'm sick of politics. though i've been doing more thinking lately about politics. i've always known that i wouldn't vote for ( Read more... )

i'm at work for 2 more hours and we're only waiting on one more call. we won't get more than 3 calls, but i guess the other two schools never call us with scores. so i have time to sit and do nothing ( Read more... )