There have been many days this month when I slept too exhausted to write, given the time-twistery deep philosophy required to keep this NaNoWriMo whale moving forward, despite having been beached, for years already, dessicated, bones, we must move forward, bleached whale ( Read more... )

I'm more chained than ever, so many chains, from here to there, on my body,

and, watching some Buffy, while,

Indian food, on the way,

I wish I had more Time to Self, so I could rel=a==ly let go,

really let go,

my massage therapist called it "fake spring", but the clouds combined with the trees budding looks great in my neighborhood this afternoon,

my grammar is about forcing all that into the singular,

This is not a conspiracy theory, because I'm not proposing a conspiracy ( Read more... )

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Emotions are a jumble at 2am. I'm glad I'll get to spend some time with Sir Ben after work, I'm liking our more-frequent-than-ever dates after the long Quarantine of not seeing him at all. Apparently I'm winning the frequency game with Sir Ben right now because his husband is working from home and not traveling so Ben cannot host, whereas with ( Read more... )

This work week became so fucking busy! I woke at 3am this morning, suddenly realizing that I had yet one more deadline today that I'd forgotten about, shit. Plus refinancing the mortgage, lots of emails with the credit union and conversations with T about that today, and getting my car serviced yesterday. But I still wrapped everything up by 3pm ( Read more... )

Having returned from lunch, I was reading a book, but also wondered whether there was anything interesting on Amazon Prime, because I have access to that here, but not at the house ( Read more... )

Turned my phone upside down, disabled the clocks on the laptops (from showing in the menu bar) -- if I don't have to be anywhere until Monday afternoon then I don't need to know what time it is right now. I'll just stay up until I get sleepy, without any reminder that I should be getting sleepy :-)

Also -- very very horny with my two walls of ( Read more... )

Hanging out with my sister's family and my niece (by a different sibling), her fiance, and her dog -- so profoundly relaxing. I'm glad I was able to go. I'm also glad that the rest of the extended family wasn't there, it would've been too many people to relax ( Read more... )