I peel my skins away, layers, each, a mask ( Read more... )

B came over Friday, we started with hot tub time, I'd offered to cook, but he wanted to maximize hot tub time by having dinner delivered ( Read more... )

Talked with him at 3pm on Friday, and I was more prepared than he was, by the time I was finished he had no questions left ( Read more... )

"Have you considered expanding your post-retirement volunteer aspirations into a third career focused on advocacy or public service? With your unique skillset and experience, you could bring immense value to a nonprofit organization."

I mean, it would be nice if a human recognized and appreciated my skills ( Read more... )

That's the interpersonal drama that Ben thinks I should lay on top of the world I'm building, but I could have multiple viewpoints including theirs,

Yes, all those things about you bothered me, but I also loved you, and that's why I didn't break up with you, you broke up with meI thought breaking up was irrelevant ( Read more... )

am I crumbling, under the weight, of everything I have experienced until now ( Read more... )

K's like, you're a good writer, so do that, write about your life, but, in a more, sweeping way, not TODAY I'M STRETCHING AND RUNNING AND TELEWORKING/COMMUTING ( Read more... )

I'm more chained than ever, so many chains, from here to there, on my body,

and, watching some Buffy, while,

Indian food, on the way,

I wish I had more Time to Self, so I could rel=a==ly let go,

really let go,

Last night I was enjoying my combo of activities so much, even though not intoxicated, that I had difficulty falling asleep, and then worried whether I'd wake up in time to run before having to head downtown for my haircut ( Read more... )

you knew something was wrong but there was nothing to do
I had to hold us all together through the nothing to do
everybody wanted to do something, but there was nothing to do

we had to perform the nothing upon her,
there was a nothing to do