I'm sorry I was a bitch

Thank you. I'm sure you were feeling stressed out and squished

you knew something was wrong but there was nothing to do
I had to hold us all together through the nothing to do
everybody wanted to do something, but there was nothing to do

we had to perform the nothing upon her,
there was a nothing to do

Bug: "tell me more good stuff about me"

Brian lightly sighs. "Well how much you want me to say? I could go on and on, but that I love you says a lot of good stuff about you"

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spending the day napping and crying about Sam, but mostly napping

Around 3pm, as I was preparing for the last meeting of my work day, thinking that B would be coming over at 5pm, he texted me & T that he'd just been diagnosed with a detached retina and was being prepared for emergency surgery ( Read more... )

was when my Jewish male neighbor granddad referred to B as "your partner", and I just rolled with it, oh man you don't need to know the defined gradations of this anarchist relationship,

B called me from a landline while I was in the bathroom and didn't have my phone next to me. Left a voice mail that he's arrived at his Vision Quest location.

Aww. OK, he did his duty.

I asked whether I could play with toys while we video talked LOL, he said no,

been doing therapy with him tonight,

damn it, ended up his therapist, but what if it's working

it's always he's either talking with his husband, or asleep

Left work early as planned and approved, drove to pick up B, driving through backroads traffic in the twisty guts of Old Silver Spring, I'm wondering whether these houses cost zillions, and B says they're horrible to maintain, and I tell him look up on Zillow, and they cost more than mine but not that much more,

dates with an actuary, he's so math ( Read more... )

B's condo is part of an unusual development here in Montgomery County. It was a private girls' school from 1894 to 1942, then it was acquired by the US military as a hospital. But during the 1970s it was vacated by the military, although it had been offically named as a Historic Place ( Read more... )