I want to re-experience the best things I've already experienced,

if I were expelled from the nexus I'd want to return,

who wouldn't,

luckily none of my nexus experiences were deadly.

I'm allergic to deadly.

So far.

the world is still falling apart
I never wavered from being gay, once I realized I was
it just took me a while to figure it out, the girls, the boys,
the boys were sexier

I peel my skins away, layers, each, a mask ( Read more... )

B came over Friday, we started with hot tub time, I'd offered to cook, but he wanted to maximize hot tub time by having dinner delivered ( Read more... )

The Future is for Kittens, So SmileThe future is for kittens, so smile ( Read more... )

To love existence
is to love what is indifferent to you

You are an hypothesis made of flesh.
What you will teach the stars is constant
rage at the constant prospect of not-being.

--Frank Bidart

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/58042/visions-at-74

Lost in my labyrinth ( Read more... )

am I crumbling, under the weight, of everything I have experienced until now ( Read more... )

K's like, you're a good writer, so do that, write about your life, but, in a more, sweeping way, not TODAY I'M STRETCHING AND RUNNING AND TELEWORKING/COMMUTING ( Read more... )

"In the echo of silence, even machines tremble."