I miss her. There's nothing much to say, apart from I miss her so much, more than I thought I would ( Read more... )

they have been bothering me for a while

I don't know what is happening to me, its so confusing. I don't understand, all these fixed, but broken memories. I don't know where they're going, where they'll lead, whats gonna happen to me. Should I let myself be led by this or just move on and be happy

I don't know if I can be happy without knowing

the darkness set ( Read more... )

to be back ( Read more... )

so yeah, I'm alone in the house. Mum, dad and lyn are on holiday. Jen is in wales working. She seems to think that we are happy again, and I suppose to everyone we are. Even to each other. I don't think she ever realised what she did to me. I don't think its advisable to tell her. She wouldn't be happy ( Read more... )

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I am, right now, colder than I think I can bear.  It is so cold even in my hoouse.  Went out, as arranged, to meet Jane, only to find that she didn't turn up.  So walked out and walked by someone, who looked strangely like her...but i wasn't going to stop.  It was too cold.  I went into borders, and moped about, deciding that "Ecstasy" By Irvine ( Read more... )

Feeling much better just now. Not shite anymore. The wonders of a box of ice creams.

I have, like, five minutes on this thing before my mum and dad come back and yell at me to get off. I want to go to Trish's tomorrow, I really do, but we were supposed to go over to Arran, and my mum is in the process of giving me a severe "Guilt trip" thing. So I have no idea what I will do ( Read more... )

well, arsey. I feel buggered. My neighbour has been in all day, and its pretty cool, she's cool, but i've just been... bleugh. I can't explain it. It feel so stupid, I had a really dodgy hair today, and my little sis has made me totally paranoid about my hair now. I could kill her ( Read more... )