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I don't even know why. I hate feeling like this. I started slef harming again, and I say that so bluntly because no-one reads this. I have serious urges right now, so I suppose thats what this is doing, keeping my mind off of it.
Mrs reid keeps bugging me for the Rome money, and mum was working late today. so now she'll annoy me tomorrow. I want to go so muhc, people keep talking about it and I want to go. It was lie that with Arran. Everyone was talking about and I really really wanted to go. But obviously I couldn't. I feel so isolated form everyone. I hate me. Me is so horrible.
I don't even know why. I hate feeling like this. I started slef harming again, and I say that so bluntly because no-one reads this. I have serious urges right now, so I suppose thats what this is doing, keeping my mind off of it.
Mrs reid keeps bugging me for the Rome money, and mum was working late today. so now she'll annoy me tomorrow. I want to go so muhc, people keep talking about it and I want to go. It was lie that with Arran. Everyone was talking about and I really really wanted to go. But obviously I couldn't. I feel so isolated form everyone. I hate me. Me is so horrible.