i'm drinking heineken light. at 3:30 in the morning. not to get drunk. just for the sole purpose that i enjoy a nice cold beer...now if that isn't a sign of maturity i don't know what is ( Read more... )

i'm moving into my new apartment on wednesday. thank god. don't worry. it's close by. i'll drop you fiends a line when the party is occuring.

champagne. all around.

voice your concerns elsewhere.
i've secured my place in hell.
there's no point anymore.

my life is getting the best of me. it's getting ahead of me. and it seems i have no time for anything or anyone. tomorrows to do list consists of coffee, bank, and laundry. hopefully i won't sleep until its time to go to work ( Read more... )

i wish i could say half of the things that i really wanted to say, even just a quarter of the time.

i truely feel fortunate for the first time in my life. the acknowlegment of the hard work i do, makes it all worth it at the end of the night ( Read more... )

this is really what i meant ( Read more... )

if i have anything to offer anyone at this point, it's the small truth that i have changed.

things are just improving. i'm on a serious upward swing ( Read more... )

today sucked ( Read more... )