the flood.
things are just improving. i'm on a serious upward swing.
getting better with each passing minute.
i know where i am. where i'm headed. things are clear and adding up and making sence.
it took me awhile. and some deep will power. but i am so unbelievably better off now than i was a month ago.
in the weeks that i've known this boy, i feel more understood, appreciated and important than i have felt in years.
it's special. and i like it. and i feel deserving. and i just really really like my life right now.
i'm not letting anything happen anymore.
i'm taking the control back.
getting better with each passing minute.
i know where i am. where i'm headed. things are clear and adding up and making sence.
it took me awhile. and some deep will power. but i am so unbelievably better off now than i was a month ago.
in the weeks that i've known this boy, i feel more understood, appreciated and important than i have felt in years.
it's special. and i like it. and i feel deserving. and i just really really like my life right now.
i'm not letting anything happen anymore.
i'm taking the control back.