I was reading through some of my older entries, and I have to say that I'm better now; mentally, anyway. Life is still a roller coaster, but lately the ride has gone more smoothly. I'll explain that a little later ( Read more... )

It's interesting how you have these gut feelings about certain things in your life, but you really don't know as to why you feel that way ( Read more... )

It has been 2 years and 3 days since my last post.  I guess I got so busy with life that I had no time to write about it.  That isn't necessarily a bad thing though.  There is also facebook for anything that was left out of here haha ( Read more... )

I think it's time that I look into prescription drugs for my mental state of mind.  I always seem to be unhappy.  No, that's an understatement.  I tend to feel like it's the end of the world a lot more than not.  I always feel like the world is out to get me somehow and I don't know how to stop feeling so paranoid.  I don't know how to stop feeling ( Read more... )

I really wish that people would just do their jobs correctly and in an efficient manner.  If I make a phone call and leave a message, and I don't get a response in three days, IT'S UNACCEPTABLE!  I'm a very patient person, but I also like to be on top of things.  When it comes to my academic life, I cannot help but be serious about it all.  It's ( Read more... )

So an update on life ( Read more... )

There's a sadness in his eyes ( Read more... )

I was talking with my GM yesterday about the topic of marriage.  I'm not sure how we got onto this discussion, but it made me question the whole idea of marriage.  Is it really worth it to have marriage when so many of them end up in divorce ( Read more... )

My life has slowly dissipated into nothingness.  I'm so stressed out and unhappy to the point where I'm not even sure I want to continue living.  It's like nothing I do anymore is good enough.  I can barely afford to pay my bills and it seems all I do is cause financial stress on my mom.  My dad thinks I'm a loser...and I'm beginning to think that ( Read more... )

Hi Evan ( Read more... )