Comments | jackdonovan: I just dont know anymore...

jackdonovan

I just dont know anymore...

Sep 15, 2011 16:40

My life has slowly dissipated into nothingness. I'm so stressed out and unhappy to the point where I'm not even sure I want to continue living. It's like nothing I do anymore is good enough. I can barely afford to pay my bills and it seems all I do is cause financial stress on my mom. My dad thinks I'm a loser...and I'm beginning to think that ( Read more... )

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giving_my_all September 16 2011, 02:20:19 UTC

It makes me sad that you're feeling this way. Brett, you *are* important and I'm sorry that things aren't going so well for you right now. People do care about you, even if they may be busy with their lives - that doesn't mean there isn't room for you, too!

Are you getting your phone turned on soon? I was going to invite you over for dinner tonight but your number is still not working. I miss you.

For the record, you are and will forever be important to me. I really miss hanging out with you, and you're one of the very few people I feel like I can truly be myself around.

joshie86star September 16 2011, 02:26:29 UTC

You better shut the fuck up! I LOVE YOU and you are an amazing human being and friend to me!

jackdonovan September 16 2011, 07:28:33 UTC

If I'm such an amazing person then why has my life gone to shit? Aren't amazing people supposed to successful? And I may be a good friend, but that's not going to help pay my bills or get me through college.

joshie86star September 16 2011, 21:11:37 UTC

my life is a piece of shit too....but i just push through it everyday. Everything happens for a reason and when the time comes for things to fall in place for you, they will.

waistedyouth September 26 2011, 00:22:00 UTC

I'm kind of going through the same shit, more or less.. as far as state of mind goes, at least. Maybe a good shock to the system can clear up your head and give you a push towards something better. I had myself branded, it was a great experience. A good adrenaline rush might be just the thing and it seems that exposure to those kinds of extremes generally dulls the sensation of discontent.

Or you could write some new music.. either something meaningful or maybe just a bunch of stuff that you'll later just scrap. Music is always there to ease the transition from shit to whatever is next.