An update on life
So an update on life.
Firstly, I'm no longer working at Fairfield Inn. I quit March 26th and started working at the tech support department at gcu. I like it there. It's an easy job and I'm learning a lot about computers and how the gcu website works. I like jobs that help me better understand something that I'm investing my time into. The nice thing about working as a student worker is that it allows great flexibility on scheduling for when I am taking classes. The crappy part you ask? The pay. 8.00 an hour is not a lot of money. I make do with what I earn though.
I got a 4.0 in my first semester of college. The last time I received straight "A"s was in the 3rd grade. Needless to say, it a was a huge accomplishment for me. I made it my goal to get a 4.0 and I actually achieved it. Let's see if I can do it a second time around. :)
I'm currently going through rehearsals for Ghostlight Theatre's production of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. I got my work cut out for me. The show debuts June 9th. Is it bad for me to say that I can't wait for it to be over? Anywho, after Joseph, I'll be starting rehearsals for Scottsdale Musical Theater Company's production of Fiddler on the Roof mid June. Woo hoo!
My back problems are still a problem. I'm working on getting better though. So far I'm doing Physical Therapy, have done acupuncture, massage therapy, and am taking insane amounts of ibuprofen. I think I'm going to try chiropracty along with everything else. I'm determined to get my back to where it was. I can't have a career in stage performance with a bad back.
Ummm...still single. In all honesty, I've given up on dating. I think I'm just meant to be single, and I'm coming to terms with it. My biggest problem right now is just that I'm pushing nearly everyone away (including friends), and I have no idea how to stop it. I can't help but think that this world is such an awful place. I hate the fact that I can't allow myself to trust anyone. I hope one day it may change. Maybe I shall seek some therapy for this issue as I don't know how to fix this. I know it stems from some major abandonment issues, but how to resolve these issues is beyond my knowing. *sigh*
Can't I just be a normal and healthy human being? One day I will be. I'm always a work in progress. Just focus on the positives and figure out how to improve on the imperfections.
Firstly, I'm no longer working at Fairfield Inn. I quit March 26th and started working at the tech support department at gcu. I like it there. It's an easy job and I'm learning a lot about computers and how the gcu website works. I like jobs that help me better understand something that I'm investing my time into. The nice thing about working as a student worker is that it allows great flexibility on scheduling for when I am taking classes. The crappy part you ask? The pay. 8.00 an hour is not a lot of money. I make do with what I earn though.
I got a 4.0 in my first semester of college. The last time I received straight "A"s was in the 3rd grade. Needless to say, it a was a huge accomplishment for me. I made it my goal to get a 4.0 and I actually achieved it. Let's see if I can do it a second time around. :)
I'm currently going through rehearsals for Ghostlight Theatre's production of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. I got my work cut out for me. The show debuts June 9th. Is it bad for me to say that I can't wait for it to be over? Anywho, after Joseph, I'll be starting rehearsals for Scottsdale Musical Theater Company's production of Fiddler on the Roof mid June. Woo hoo!
My back problems are still a problem. I'm working on getting better though. So far I'm doing Physical Therapy, have done acupuncture, massage therapy, and am taking insane amounts of ibuprofen. I think I'm going to try chiropracty along with everything else. I'm determined to get my back to where it was. I can't have a career in stage performance with a bad back.
Ummm...still single. In all honesty, I've given up on dating. I think I'm just meant to be single, and I'm coming to terms with it. My biggest problem right now is just that I'm pushing nearly everyone away (including friends), and I have no idea how to stop it. I can't help but think that this world is such an awful place. I hate the fact that I can't allow myself to trust anyone. I hope one day it may change. Maybe I shall seek some therapy for this issue as I don't know how to fix this. I know it stems from some major abandonment issues, but how to resolve these issues is beyond my knowing. *sigh*
Can't I just be a normal and healthy human being? One day I will be. I'm always a work in progress. Just focus on the positives and figure out how to improve on the imperfections.