everyday it seems like my chest gets smaller and tighter ( Read more... )

so i just realized in the past day or so that im really like REALLY alone... and that its been almost a year since Dustin and I broke up... that doesnt hardly seem possible, how could have already been so long? and how can I still deep down love him after a year? I hate it when I realize things like this! And everyone I know is freakin pregnant... ( Read more... )

things have been kinda hectic... i moved into a new house with some friends of mine... like Feb. 15 and its just been nonstop chaos since then... i had to get a second job.. cuz.. uh good ol wal-mart just wasnt payin the bills.. so yeah you may now refer to me as toilet cleaner of the world haha... im doin housekeepin at a nursing home.. village ( Read more... )

so im not really one to cry over tv shows but i just got done watching greys anatomy and i was cryin cryin cryin!! part of it was an elderly lady that was in the hospital and she was a DNR... but the doc couldnt find her chart and put her on life support... and her daughter had to come in and sign to take her off... and it just really made me think ( Read more... )

I sit and wonder what I'm here for ( Read more... )

Pull up iTunes [or Winamp] and put it on shuffle. Answer the following questions, and change to the next song ( Read more... )

so the other day linkinparkyay brought up my writing. the truth is that when i was with my ex-fiance he read what i had wrote and laughed at me, told me that i was stupid, and that i just needed to stop feeling sorry for myself.... so i stopped. I've only written a twice in the past year and a half and i dont have the confidence in my poetry that i once did. ( Read more... )

well the past few weeks have been no fun. I have been sick the entire time. First it started out as just nasal congestion and now i have the worst sore throat and barely have a voice. I hope this goes away soon ( Read more... )

WOW! So its been like forever since I've been on LJ... but some crazy things have happened in my life and right now i just need a place to let it all out.. and if yall dont wanna read it then i'm sorry i guess just do your best to ignore ( Read more... )

My life has taken a CrAzY turn if I must say so myself ( Read more... )