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so the other day linkinparkyay brought up my writing. the truth is that when i was with my ex-fiance he read what i had wrote and laughed at me, told me that i was stupid, and that i just needed to stop feeling sorry for myself.... so i stopped. I've only written a twice in the past year and a half and i dont have the confidence in my poetry that i once did. but when jon brought that it up it made me realize that my poetry is a part of me, and it is something that i do enjoy so i shouldnt give it up for anyone no matter what other people think about it. so here it is......
this one i wrote in August '04 when my very good friend Holly was killed in a car accident.... *I LOVE U HOLLY*
And just like that its at an end
Tragedy takes a life long friend
So much life left its gone so quick
The pain inside I feel so sick
In a place far better than here
Just stop and wonder is the end so near
Pacing and pacing with so much to see
The streets of heaven is the only place she could be
A true angel to all she came in contact with
Deep down inside of everyone she will be missed
A part of me left with her that day
Again we will meet on heavens stairway
Until that day her spirits within
After a long days life has been
And this is the only other one that I have written. My sister recently separated from her husband and she was living with me for a short time. He is a very twisted controlling person who destroyed all of her self-esteem and she deserves so much better for not only herself but her kids too. She decided that with God she could work her marriage out and went back with him and this is what I wrote for her. Its called "Lifes Purpose"
My purpose in life is to seek what it holds
Each day just waiting for my path to unfold
Hoping each morning for that miraculous change
Thinking that my hopes and dreams are too far out of range
To please and satisfy is what I claim to
But seeking myself is what I must do
Find the hope and strength from within
And refuse to lose the battle for this I must win
I want to love and succeed and be happy with me
Hoping and praying to God I plea
Plea for what, my thoughts are a blurred grey
To figure out what pawn I am in this game that we play
So waiting for my path is a spinning twisted mess
And until then, no purpose I'll just settle for less
So thats it... I have no new material other than this... but trust that I will be writing more as time goes on because this is the way that I choose to reflect
this one i wrote in August '04 when my very good friend Holly was killed in a car accident.... *I LOVE U HOLLY*
And just like that its at an end
Tragedy takes a life long friend
So much life left its gone so quick
The pain inside I feel so sick
In a place far better than here
Just stop and wonder is the end so near
Pacing and pacing with so much to see
The streets of heaven is the only place she could be
A true angel to all she came in contact with
Deep down inside of everyone she will be missed
A part of me left with her that day
Again we will meet on heavens stairway
Until that day her spirits within
After a long days life has been
And this is the only other one that I have written. My sister recently separated from her husband and she was living with me for a short time. He is a very twisted controlling person who destroyed all of her self-esteem and she deserves so much better for not only herself but her kids too. She decided that with God she could work her marriage out and went back with him and this is what I wrote for her. Its called "Lifes Purpose"
My purpose in life is to seek what it holds
Each day just waiting for my path to unfold
Hoping each morning for that miraculous change
Thinking that my hopes and dreams are too far out of range
To please and satisfy is what I claim to
But seeking myself is what I must do
Find the hope and strength from within
And refuse to lose the battle for this I must win
I want to love and succeed and be happy with me
Hoping and praying to God I plea
Plea for what, my thoughts are a blurred grey
To figure out what pawn I am in this game that we play
So waiting for my path is a spinning twisted mess
And until then, no purpose I'll just settle for less
So thats it... I have no new material other than this... but trust that I will be writing more as time goes on because this is the way that I choose to reflect