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so im not really one to cry over tv shows but i just got done watching greys anatomy and i was cryin cryin cryin!! part of it was an elderly lady that was in the hospital and she was a DNR... but the doc couldnt find her chart and put her on life support... and her daughter had to come in and sign to take her off... and it just really made me think about a lot of things... like my grandma is getting really forgetful and i worry about her everyday.. and the truth is i cant bear to watch her be sick... it tears me up and the doctor dealing with the situation broke down because she realized how lonely her mother was and seeing the love and family the woman had made her freak out because she doesnt want her mother do die alone.. and it made me really think about how i should be here for my grandma because everyone else seems to be too busy to notice... its just so hard....