welcome back me!
WOW! So its been like forever since I've been on LJ... but some crazy things have happened in my life and right now i just need a place to let it all out.. and if yall dont wanna read it then i'm sorry i guess just do your best to ignore.
So I lived in Topeka for a year.. with the guy I was supposed to marry. Our wedding date was September 25, 2005... and well he called it off in May. So my heads pretty much still spinnin from that. He got back into the drugs and is with some skanky lil hoodrat bitch... which is the only kinda girls he seems to be happy with. Mostly because they dont expect anything from him, they are 100% content with him being a loser and he doesnt have to try, he doesnt have to believe that he has the ability to be great! So a big F U goes out to Dustin.
When we split up I moved back home, right next door to the parents. I dont really know how I feel about it, I just feel like everyone else is in control of my life, at times its like I dont even know whats going on, I'm just strapped in while they control the ride of my life. Incontently numb.
Well on a happier note in November I graduated from the American Academy of Hair Design... I have already passed my written exam, only thing left to do is my practical boards and I will be a licensed cosmetologist. So you'd think I'd have a lil pride but nah its all brainless work.
My sister Leanne has been living with me off and on since September... she was like 1 week away from her divorce being final and she went back to the fat mother fucker. I dont know how to make her see that she is a beautiful person and deserves a better life. But that is the one that chooses, so I guess I'll just let her go.
Well this is pretty lenghthy... so sorry... thanks for listening if you really are.........
In need of a friend,
Julie
So I lived in Topeka for a year.. with the guy I was supposed to marry. Our wedding date was September 25, 2005... and well he called it off in May. So my heads pretty much still spinnin from that. He got back into the drugs and is with some skanky lil hoodrat bitch... which is the only kinda girls he seems to be happy with. Mostly because they dont expect anything from him, they are 100% content with him being a loser and he doesnt have to try, he doesnt have to believe that he has the ability to be great! So a big F U goes out to Dustin.
When we split up I moved back home, right next door to the parents. I dont really know how I feel about it, I just feel like everyone else is in control of my life, at times its like I dont even know whats going on, I'm just strapped in while they control the ride of my life. Incontently numb.
Well on a happier note in November I graduated from the American Academy of Hair Design... I have already passed my written exam, only thing left to do is my practical boards and I will be a licensed cosmetologist. So you'd think I'd have a lil pride but nah its all brainless work.
My sister Leanne has been living with me off and on since September... she was like 1 week away from her divorce being final and she went back to the fat mother fucker. I dont know how to make her see that she is a beautiful person and deserves a better life. But that is the one that chooses, so I guess I'll just let her go.
Well this is pretty lenghthy... so sorry... thanks for listening if you really are.........
In need of a friend,
Julie